to brush my hair, or to not brush my hair?

coffee or sugar

or drugs? or alcohol!

I'm feeling happy right now. Earlier today I cried, and then I slept the majority of the day. Then I woke up and almost cried again, but didn't have the energy to. Sometimes I feel like I am fighting a darkness that I can't beat. But other times, I feel like I am on top of the world.

I came to the realization of a few things in the past few days. and I think it's perfect timing; it's the new year soon, and the perfect time to make changes. Time to start thinking of my new years resolution. But for now, I'm going to enjoy music, and brush my hair, so I feel more productive tonight.

I pray that I won't always feel like this.