'Cause he's so cool. Plus he's a life saver. <3
Now I must do some math homework >:( before I go have fun with my lovely horses today!! :D
Now I must do some math homework >:( before I go have fun with my lovely horses today!! :D
Saturday, April 28, 2012
Friday, April 27, 2012
Wednesday, April 25, 2012
there's a mobile home stuck on grandview
I can see it from my window... I wonder why they're hanging out there? doesn't look much like they're bothering traffic... but still interesting.
My stomach is talking to me, and I'm on a video chat with my indonesian friend agusta. he's currently on the phone with someone else and therefore not speaking to me, but speaking very quickly in indonesian. quite interesting. Oh I see now, there's a tow truck backing up very slowly towards the mobile home. Or is that not a tow truck... shit I can't tell anymore. I'll have to keep watching. :P
My stomach is talking to me, and I'm on a video chat with my indonesian friend agusta. he's currently on the phone with someone else and therefore not speaking to me, but speaking very quickly in indonesian. quite interesting. Oh I see now, there's a tow truck backing up very slowly towards the mobile home. Or is that not a tow truck... shit I can't tell anymore. I'll have to keep watching. :P
Tuesday, April 24, 2012
We even got a whiteboard
And we made a schedule. I made it. He saw it. He knows it. His freakin' fiancee knows it. She was there when I wrote it!!
So please, someone tell me why, WHY is it so impossible for him to stick to it?? Okay first off. Your horses, are your horses. I don't care what you do with them it's your business not mine. Tell me how you like them taken care of when you're gone, and I'll to it exactly how you say. MY horses, are MY horses. That being said, if you tell me you will take care of them while I'm gone, then I expect you to take care of them how I want them taken care of, just as I do for you. Even if you think it's ridiculous to feed their hay in net bags, and always check their water, and add flax seed oil to their grain, or put their hay bags inside if it's raining, that is how I want my horses taken care of. If that doesn't work for you then I need to know so that I can find another place for my horses to live. Second, if we write a schedule, one that both parties agree on, saying what days who feeds and who doesn't, then we should both stick to that schedule. If you decide to randomly feed on one of the days I'm supposed to and you don't even tell me, then I drive out there and will either feed them again - which is dangerous and unhealthy for the horse AND a waste of our money - or I'll have to investigate to see if I can figure out if you have fed or not. I know it's your house and your barn, so if you're around you might as well feed - I get that thinking. But if you want to randomly feed them AT LEAST TELL ME BEFOREHAND!!!!!!
I'm going to fucking lose my mind.
So please, someone tell me why, WHY is it so impossible for him to stick to it?? Okay first off. Your horses, are your horses. I don't care what you do with them it's your business not mine. Tell me how you like them taken care of when you're gone, and I'll to it exactly how you say. MY horses, are MY horses. That being said, if you tell me you will take care of them while I'm gone, then I expect you to take care of them how I want them taken care of, just as I do for you. Even if you think it's ridiculous to feed their hay in net bags, and always check their water, and add flax seed oil to their grain, or put their hay bags inside if it's raining, that is how I want my horses taken care of. If that doesn't work for you then I need to know so that I can find another place for my horses to live. Second, if we write a schedule, one that both parties agree on, saying what days who feeds and who doesn't, then we should both stick to that schedule. If you decide to randomly feed on one of the days I'm supposed to and you don't even tell me, then I drive out there and will either feed them again - which is dangerous and unhealthy for the horse AND a waste of our money - or I'll have to investigate to see if I can figure out if you have fed or not. I know it's your house and your barn, so if you're around you might as well feed - I get that thinking. But if you want to randomly feed them AT LEAST TELL ME BEFOREHAND!!!!!!
I'm going to fucking lose my mind.
Monday, April 23, 2012
oh and totally dude
I'm super excited to get a tattoo <3 everyone keeps saying 'you're gonna regret it' but I've no worries about regretting it. I have a cut on my thumb by the way and it bloody hurts. and I've no idea why I'm writing this, I was actually going to start writing something else not on the internet :D
so ta ta dear bloggy thing that no one reads <3
so ta ta dear bloggy thing that no one reads <3
Saturday, April 21, 2012
Today was necessary
Today was beautiful and ugly and painful and relieving and there was so much love and too many tears.
But today went just how it needed to, and I'm just looking for tomorrow, because tomorrow everything is a little worse, and then a lot better.
But today went just how it needed to, and I'm just looking for tomorrow, because tomorrow everything is a little worse, and then a lot better.
Thursday, April 19, 2012
WOW!
Coffee for the first time in.... a few weeks or more! haha!
So, I know I used to be TOTALLY addicted to coffee. Just, totally totally addicted.
Well apparently I wasn't totally totally addicted to coffee because I quit! I admit, when I quit there were some pretty nasty headaches and bad tempers here and there, but it is done! And now I kind of hate the taste of it. Black coffee, I mean. I've nothing against a mocha here and there. Though actually I'm pretty sure I've had black coffee more recently than mocha (obviously not counting this morning). But at the same time, some morning I'm just like, "I think a mug of coffee would be lovely" and so I end up with a cup of coffee. Lovely that my parents are coffee drinkers otherwise I wouldn't be able to do this so cheaply.
And moving on, I believe I shall spend some much needed time with the one and only Rowan Day <3 <3 <3 As well as riding Boo. Possibly Skyy as well (I would really like to take her out too), but if I only have time Boo is my priority. It's been too long since I've ridden him and that's shitty for both of us.
Yay okay I do believe that I can be done with this... although really what's a blog post without a picture? hold on. OOH! here's two good ones.
So, I know I used to be TOTALLY addicted to coffee. Just, totally totally addicted.
Well apparently I wasn't totally totally addicted to coffee because I quit! I admit, when I quit there were some pretty nasty headaches and bad tempers here and there, but it is done! And now I kind of hate the taste of it. Black coffee, I mean. I've nothing against a mocha here and there. Though actually I'm pretty sure I've had black coffee more recently than mocha (obviously not counting this morning). But at the same time, some morning I'm just like, "I think a mug of coffee would be lovely" and so I end up with a cup of coffee. Lovely that my parents are coffee drinkers otherwise I wouldn't be able to do this so cheaply.
And moving on, I believe I shall spend some much needed time with the one and only Rowan Day <3 <3 <3 As well as riding Boo. Possibly Skyy as well (I would really like to take her out too), but if I only have time Boo is my priority. It's been too long since I've ridden him and that's shitty for both of us.
Yay okay I do believe that I can be done with this... although really what's a blog post without a picture? hold on. OOH! here's two good ones.
YES IT IS COSTCO
AND YES MY HORSE IS PRETTY!!
Wednesday, April 18, 2012
My light and My dark
Everyone has that; a light and dark side. Well it occurred to me today that my two horses; Skyy & Boo, are very defining of those parts of me. Quick note: the light and dark sides are not necessarily good or bad, they both have many qualities and couldn't me defined as either "good" nor "bad". Boo is my light. Skyy is my dark.
& I love them with all my heart & soul <3
say say say
anything! haha I'm lovely.
and if you don't agree with that, you can go fuck yourself. :D
no but seriously, say anything is a really good band. Speaking of which; Boo looks like he might possibly be getting a bit fatter! YES THAT HAS EVERYTHING TO DO WITH THAT BAND. Thank you!
and if you don't agree with that, you can go fuck yourself. :D
no but seriously, say anything is a really good band. Speaking of which; Boo looks like he might possibly be getting a bit fatter! YES THAT HAS EVERYTHING TO DO WITH THAT BAND. Thank you!
Tuesday, April 17, 2012
Monday, April 16, 2012
I feel sick.
And it's April. and I feel winter sick. And it's TOTALLY COMPLETELY BECAUSE OF BOO!!! He's tearing up my heart. But I will find strength, because I have guidance from the gods and the goddesses and most of all the Goddess Athena, who gives me my everything that keeps me going on as who I am. For that, I thank her.
Happy Rainy Monday!!
Yaaaay we all love rain so much <3 <3 but you know what they say; april showers bring may flowers~ they fuckin better be right 'cause I cannot WAIT for my rosey plant to start gettin some flower buds!! aaghhh! Excitement!!
So, I slept with my head at the foot of the bed last night. Actually I wouldn't call it the 'foot' or the bed, because I don't have a bedframe. It is good to switch your mattress sides often, so your mattress doesn't get lumpy or whatever, so it's good for your back. And I must say, I had a pretty good sleep. Not like the night before.
Dream #1: walking down the straight in a suburban area with only a towel covering me.
Dream #2: being raped by several different middle-aged to old creepy drug guys.
Dream #3: seeing Phil (Rowan's boyfriend) brutally killed right in front of me by no one (or an invisible someone). WHAT THE HELL IS WRONG WITH MY BRAIN????? God, I think that was the worst night I've had since the one where my mom was the one in the fire.
I hope that was just a fluke, not my brain trying to tell me something. I don't want any of those things are anything like them to happen (the first one isn't a big deal compared to the others, but still)!!!
Anyways. That is all.
So, I slept with my head at the foot of the bed last night. Actually I wouldn't call it the 'foot' or the bed, because I don't have a bedframe. It is good to switch your mattress sides often, so your mattress doesn't get lumpy or whatever, so it's good for your back. And I must say, I had a pretty good sleep. Not like the night before.
Dream #1: walking down the straight in a suburban area with only a towel covering me.
Dream #2: being raped by several different middle-aged to old creepy drug guys.
Dream #3: seeing Phil (Rowan's boyfriend) brutally killed right in front of me by no one (or an invisible someone). WHAT THE HELL IS WRONG WITH MY BRAIN????? God, I think that was the worst night I've had since the one where my mom was the one in the fire.
I hope that was just a fluke, not my brain trying to tell me something. I don't want any of those things are anything like them to happen (the first one isn't a big deal compared to the others, but still)!!!
Anyways. That is all.
Sunday, April 15, 2012
maybe I wanna do, what bunnies do
oh lets get rich and buy our parents homes in the south of france. lets get rich and give everybody nice sweaters and teach them how to dance. lets get rich and build a house a mountain makin' everybody look like ants, from way up there you and I, you and I.
stomp stomp clap!
:) I love ingrid michaelson
stomp stomp clap!
:) I love ingrid michaelson
Friday, April 13, 2012
chilly chilly down
you know - THE LABYRINTH?! I just thought of it because I have goosebumps right now
Wednesday, April 11, 2012
Vet call today
Boo was not doing so hot this morning. He didn't wanna eat any hay, and would barely eat his grain. So out comes the vet and I don't want to explain how it went because I've had to explain it too many times today and I'm simply exhausted and I'll just say that as of right now, Boo is feeling okay and seems to be himself. That's all that really matters to me right now. I will get this horse 100% healthy.
Tonight he's sleeping with my guardian gargoyle.
Tonight he's sleeping with my guardian gargoyle.
Tuesday, April 10, 2012
Lol!!
Time for Consumer's Math with Ned Nickelstacker!
Yes. Now, this may not be funny to anyone else, but I found it quite funny. Funny enough, obviously, to take the time to go onto my blog and post about it. haha yay!
screw school
LETS LIVE FREE OF TEACHERS!!!!!!!!!!!!
haha I'm just bein dumb. like a person who didn't attend school. BUT I DO! It's just online.
AND RIGHT NOW I HATE IT!!!! NORMAL HIGH SCHOOL REQUIREMENT TO GRADUATE MEANS 2 MATH CLASSES! ALGEBRA AND GEOMETRY!! NOT ALGEBRA 1, ALGEBRA 2, GEOMETRY 1, GEOMETRY 2, ALGEBRA 1B, ALGEBRA 2B, AND CONSUMER MATH!!! FUCK IT MAN!!! FUCKKKKKKK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
and PE is stupid.
That is all.
haha I'm just bein dumb. like a person who didn't attend school. BUT I DO! It's just online.
AND RIGHT NOW I HATE IT!!!! NORMAL HIGH SCHOOL REQUIREMENT TO GRADUATE MEANS 2 MATH CLASSES! ALGEBRA AND GEOMETRY!! NOT ALGEBRA 1, ALGEBRA 2, GEOMETRY 1, GEOMETRY 2, ALGEBRA 1B, ALGEBRA 2B, AND CONSUMER MATH!!! FUCK IT MAN!!! FUCKKKKKKK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
and PE is stupid.
That is all.
Monday, April 9, 2012
Right now I'm betting on one thing.
I just noticed that my cat has a bunch of weird shit on his face and I'm going to go try and get it off.... well. okay then. weirdo cat.
SO ANYWAYS. the sun is shining! I do believe I'm going to ride Kenai (possibly if he's misbehaving today I will), Mulligan, possibly Skyy and possibly Boo depending on time and whether or not I feel like bathing or riding. Hmm.... OH SHIT I need to buy grain. and more whitening shampoo for my big lovely booboo. And I shall go out to Carol's place for the first time in like a month, and help her work with Princess. Let's see how well this day turns out... hopeful it'll be lovely and hopefully I'll be busy for the majority of it so I don't get bored again. :P
Sunday, April 8, 2012
today has been like .....
well it was so beautiful, so absolutely fabulous out today. It was actually warm, warm enough that I was overheating in my thin sweater, for the first time this year. And that was without the sun shining directly on me.
But, if that was the case, then why have I felt somewhat shitty since 4 in the afternoon? it didn't even get dark until around 8, and I felt like I should've been outdoors. I started out just being bored... but then it kinda took over my mood and now I feel all shitty. oh well, I'm going to ignore it. Sleep will help, and I'm busy tomorrow!
But, if that was the case, then why have I felt somewhat shitty since 4 in the afternoon? it didn't even get dark until around 8, and I felt like I should've been outdoors. I started out just being bored... but then it kinda took over my mood and now I feel all shitty. oh well, I'm going to ignore it. Sleep will help, and I'm busy tomorrow!
TWC
To Know, To Dare, To Will, and To Keep Silent.
To Dare, You Must Know. To Will, You Must Dare. You Must Will To Possess Empire. To Reign, You Must Be Silent.
To Dare, You Must Know. To Will, You Must Dare. You Must Will To Possess Empire. To Reign, You Must Be Silent.
Friday, April 6, 2012
someone is touchy lately.
it's not me, first of all.
I stopped taking birth control, 'cause I've taken three different ones and they all made me fairly miserable. so now I'm extra normal.
Ball, on the other hand, is not! wow I don't know what is up with him, I've tried talking to him about it but that was totally and completely unsuccessful. He's just way extra sensitive and he gets overly upset about weird things. ... I wish he would talk to me. And if he doesn't wanna talk to me about it, then he should hurry up and figure his shit out so I don't have to deal with the bullshit forever.
anyways... I'm off to go deal with mr. sensitive drama queen bally that I love
I stopped taking birth control, 'cause I've taken three different ones and they all made me fairly miserable. so now I'm extra normal.
Ball, on the other hand, is not! wow I don't know what is up with him, I've tried talking to him about it but that was totally and completely unsuccessful. He's just way extra sensitive and he gets overly upset about weird things. ... I wish he would talk to me. And if he doesn't wanna talk to me about it, then he should hurry up and figure his shit out so I don't have to deal with the bullshit forever.
anyways... I'm off to go deal with mr. sensitive drama queen bally that I love
Thursday, April 5, 2012
Wednesday, April 4, 2012
It's APRIL and I still have a COLD
WHAT THE FUCK !!!!!
sorry, just sayin, but really, REALLY?? jesus fuckin fuck fucking! that's what I have to say about that!!!
GRR!
Okay now I think I feel better a little bit and I think since I don't think that it's going to rain today I think I'm going to ride Skyy & Boo before I go work with Robin and then go ride with Ellie so ya :D
sorry, just sayin, but really, REALLY?? jesus fuckin fuck fucking! that's what I have to say about that!!!
GRR!
Okay now I think I feel better a little bit and I think since I don't think that it's going to rain today I think I'm going to ride Skyy & Boo before I go work with Robin and then go ride with Ellie so ya :D
Monday, April 2, 2012
OH YEAH! Game of Thrones!
Started again yesterday. Watched the first episode this morning. It was awesome. I look forward to more Game of Thrones.
:D
:D
and this is how it ends
breaking the habit by LP
no but seriously, Ray has been in a fucked up mood. Two nights ago he was rad, but yesterday he was a dick the whole fuckin day and really, why buy 20 plants when you don't have a garden anywhere NEAR ready to plant? ugh. I can wait to start the raised beds with mom.
So anyways. I'm going to see Aaliyah and Mikki today. Thank god. I need to get out of this house and away from everyone I see everyday. Oh and have I ever mentioned that I DO NOT LIKE bob? Well, now I've mentioned it. Wanna know why? Because he's been rude to every single person I've seen him around. Sorry, but having a very large amount of money does not give you the right to be a self-entitled dick.
This March has been the rainiest March in the past 75 years. Well, it's April now, so spring can hurry it's ass up and start. Thank you.
no but seriously, Ray has been in a fucked up mood. Two nights ago he was rad, but yesterday he was a dick the whole fuckin day and really, why buy 20 plants when you don't have a garden anywhere NEAR ready to plant? ugh. I can wait to start the raised beds with mom.
So anyways. I'm going to see Aaliyah and Mikki today. Thank god. I need to get out of this house and away from everyone I see everyday. Oh and have I ever mentioned that I DO NOT LIKE bob? Well, now I've mentioned it. Wanna know why? Because he's been rude to every single person I've seen him around. Sorry, but having a very large amount of money does not give you the right to be a self-entitled dick.
This March has been the rainiest March in the past 75 years. Well, it's April now, so spring can hurry it's ass up and start. Thank you.
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