See!

And her name was Lucy.

Solid black. Beautiful conformation. Sweet personality. 14.3HH. 9 years old. Best part?

All mine.

Photos to come.

Fa reAL?!

Lol 'kay so the capital letters in real weren't really supposed to be there, but whatevs, let's roll with it!


I'm currently laying in bed, my earplugs in my laptop so that my music doesn't wake my sleeping Petabread. Cancelled work for the morning, because guess what, I'd rather spend my morning writing and enjoying my coffee rather than guzzling it down before running off to the barn. I'm just that cool :D


I have a confession to make, and I might as well make it hear where everyone can read it.

Yesterday, while visiting Rowan briefly between work, I had a smoke with her. She had the kind of cigarettes that I used to buy; Pall Mall Menthols. After having one, I was extremely satisfied. The rest of the day was just so much easier. And so then I decided; I'm not ready to quit smoking yet. Not yet. So, I bought a pack of smokes. First cigarettes I've spent money on since I got back from West Virginia... And I feel really fabulous about it, honestly. I smoked one last night, and one this morning (just now before starting to write this). My hope is to go easy on them though... Rather than smoking the pack a day like I used to, I hope to only smoke 3-4 per day. yeah. 

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just like that.
where's the coffee. 

Got a little drunk last night

Due to stress from work and Peter, I was on the brink of a mental breakdown. I told Peter I needed to talk to him about it as soon as he was off work, and we should meet somewhere, and he said he was going out with Larry so we should do it the next day. Needless to say, this put me over the edge. I cried, and yelled and if not for Athena I would have broken many things. My sister made me two drinks, which were gone in the twenty minutes it took Mikki & Nathan to show up with more alcohol and cigarettes. We smoked and Nathan got me fairly drunk for the first time in a year and I raged about Peter and every little thing that upset me about him, and we smoked some more and once I felt a little better - or a little drunk - we played Cards Against Humanity, and by the end of the evening I felt nothing but exhaustion, and gratitude for my sister and my dear friends Nathan and Mikki.


Thank God (FYI when I say God, I am referring to Athena) for my friends and family. I would be a mess right now without them