gonna gooooo

ride my horses! stoked. stoked. stoked.


then when I'm done, I'm gonna do laundry, and write, and rest, and then return to work tomorrow. days off. love. 

Fall is here

It's beginning to be that time of the year... the cold is coming in, slowly but surely... It is time for family to come together again. Time for warm, hearty meals, and spiced apple cider... And for me, it is time to begin again....

I thought 2014 was going to be my year. I truly thought it would be the best year I've ever had. Turns out, 2014 has been a year of trial,  challenge, and loss. I know the year isn't over, only halfway so. But I think I've realized that I have just time enough to save my year.  2012 and 2013 were hard for me, being in West Virginia and coming back, getting back into the swing of life at home, has been a serious challenge for me, and for those around me. I think it's time to figure it out. I think I'm finally ready, to do that. Just that.

currently have no kitchen ........

it flooded, and so now we are having to rebuild our entire kitchen. so no cooking. it's been like this for a while, and I have to say I'm tired of junk food and eating out. cannot wait to have our kitchen back..... tonight, cookie dough and goldfish crackers for dinner.

boom

everything happens at once



and I am sad, and I am shocked, and I am angry, and I am overwhelmed, and I am lonely, and I thank Athena for keeping me going.

Also,

fuck. 

wanting to talk to him all week,

and he decides to call at 2:30 in the morning when my phone is on silent and I'm dead asleep?!
Of course.

And I bet you anything he isn't going to call again.