Fa reAL?!

Lol 'kay so the capital letters in real weren't really supposed to be there, but whatevs, let's roll with it!


I'm currently laying in bed, my earplugs in my laptop so that my music doesn't wake my sleeping Petabread. Cancelled work for the morning, because guess what, I'd rather spend my morning writing and enjoying my coffee rather than guzzling it down before running off to the barn. I'm just that cool :D


I have a confession to make, and I might as well make it hear where everyone can read it.

Yesterday, while visiting Rowan briefly between work, I had a smoke with her. She had the kind of cigarettes that I used to buy; Pall Mall Menthols. After having one, I was extremely satisfied. The rest of the day was just so much easier. And so then I decided; I'm not ready to quit smoking yet. Not yet. So, I bought a pack of smokes. First cigarettes I've spent money on since I got back from West Virginia... And I feel really fabulous about it, honestly. I smoked one last night, and one this morning (just now before starting to write this). My hope is to go easy on them though... Rather than smoking the pack a day like I used to, I hope to only smoke 3-4 per day. yeah.