And Marley shall be four. <3
I wonder if I'll feel different - more empowered - once I'm legally an adult. I mean, I already know I greatly surpass most young adults maturity-wise, but I can't take all the credit for that anyway. Most of that goes to my previous life, wherever and whatever I was, I gained copious amounts of wisdom. Though I obviously don't have access to all this wisdom that is burning in my soul, I know it's there and I know I'll gradually be able to consciously know and apply it to my life. I'm not 100%sure of where I'm going in life but I know for a fact it will be dedicated to these lovely creatures on our earth that we call horses. It seems I've been blessed with the most supportive mother possible, and I will be eternally grateful for her.
Now, tomorrow is coming. I should get my beauty sleep like Marley, our other birthday girl, but I'm going to spend my late evening writing instead, and maybe I'll get some sleep later. This may be one of the best years I've had yet. And the funniest thing is... I'm 18 with few friends that I very rarely see, and I'm so happy anyways. That depression I fell into has completely slipped away, a few days after I started taking vitamin d and the sun came out. That actually makes me laugh! Now I'm pausing my music to listen to the coyotes screech to one another down the road, because that's life, more than this silly music we humans make. Oh god, I'm such a hippy.
I wonder if I'll feel different - more empowered - once I'm legally an adult. I mean, I already know I greatly surpass most young adults maturity-wise, but I can't take all the credit for that anyway. Most of that goes to my previous life, wherever and whatever I was, I gained copious amounts of wisdom. Though I obviously don't have access to all this wisdom that is burning in my soul, I know it's there and I know I'll gradually be able to consciously know and apply it to my life. I'm not 100%sure of where I'm going in life but I know for a fact it will be dedicated to these lovely creatures on our earth that we call horses. It seems I've been blessed with the most supportive mother possible, and I will be eternally grateful for her.
Now, tomorrow is coming. I should get my beauty sleep like Marley, our other birthday girl, but I'm going to spend my late evening writing instead, and maybe I'll get some sleep later. This may be one of the best years I've had yet. And the funniest thing is... I'm 18 with few friends that I very rarely see, and I'm so happy anyways. That depression I fell into has completely slipped away, a few days after I started taking vitamin d and the sun came out. That actually makes me laugh! Now I'm pausing my music to listen to the coyotes screech to one another down the road, because that's life, more than this silly music we humans make. Oh god, I'm such a hippy.
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