I don't feel like eating anymore

except I do... but I just want to have dinner with my mom.. I just want to have vietnamese chicken noodle soup... and listen to Nina and I want my boyfriend to not be dumb and I feel like crying and I don't want any people to be at our house right now but there are people and even though they're people I know and like I still don't want it..... I need comfort and I don't have it and so I think I'm going to cry and I don't like crying... I like hearing people say "she never cries" about me.. and robin thicke is stupid sounding and makes me want to cry more because I want to punch him in the face