My beautiful Bally is gone. For 3 months. I don't know how the fuck Rowan can stand being so far away from the man she loves... I'm about ready to lose it and Ball hasn't even been gone an entire day yet... And now that I type that out, it makes me feel really pathetic. Anyways...
Mikki, Boat, Ball and I left their house on lakeway just before 10AM. The drive down was fine, until I made a joke about Ball helping me with my driving (the joke was that he was stupid for thinking I needed help, because I'm the driving queen... Of course I don't actually think he was stupid, I was just joking around...) and then Ball decided to get upset and be a whiny little prick until we got to airport. "Sorry for trying to help you!!" He would say, and I would tell him "I wasn't mad; there's nothing to apologize for except now you're being a total dick!" And so on. Yes, an argument followed by steamed silence for the rest of the drive - thankfully only about 15-20 minutes - on our last day together. How stupid are we, right? Anyways when we got to the airport and found parking Ball and I figured out shit out like we always do and once they left, Mikki and I cried and she ran up the down elevator and we counted 19 good looking Asian guys not including our boyfriends before we started feeling guilty about it and left.
Ball and Boat's flight was supposed to leave at 1:15 - it got delayed until 4:50, and then again until 6pm if not overnight - poor boys had to wait around all fuckin' day! However they did end up boarding the flight just before 6pm, and now I'm sitting at home anxiously waiting for tomorrow evening to come when I get to hear from my beautiful Thai boy.
Moving on to more interesting topics: My mother, I found out today, is going to wake up early tomorrow and go pick up dj from his apartment and take him to the shuttle bus on lakeway - because apparently he can't take the bus from one part of bellingham to another. Yeah, she isn't looking forward to it (mind you, none of my parents like him at all), and when I told her he was deathly afraid of cats (pathetic, right?) she said she was tempted to bring Goober along in the car and tell dj we were 'car training' him. LOL. Then she asked if I wanted to come with, and I told her that it wouldn't be good if I hurt him which I definitely would if I was in a car with him and so she's going to bring Jackdog with her and I told Jackdog to bite him - "Jack, you have to bite him ok? He's the one with white hair and a stupid face. Bite him hard, ok?" Jack looked at my eyes when I said it, then went back to sleep. We'll see how it goes. This is why I need a ferocious beast to be my PIC rather than a pet dog. I could have my beast rip the fuck outta people like dj, and who the hell is gonna stop my beast? Try and stop my beast and you may find yourself ripped up also. Just sayin'.
I'm rereading Legacy - restarting it, anyway, but who knows how long it'll take me to finish - and I'm also in the middle of Skylight Confessions. I've been interested in cooking lately, so I think my summer will consist of work, cooking, reading, riding my horse and possibly others, hanging out with my friends (probably only Rowan, Mikki and Kirsten), and going to Seattle.
Speaking of Seattle... Rowan and I had briefly talked about wanting to go to Seattle for a few days to wander around and see what's what. We made no official plans, but just promised to try and figure out money and timing for it. I told my mom about it and my mom thinks it's a great idea and would love to come with us if she has the time, and if not that my Aunt Sanda will most likely love to have us stay at her house in Bothell - that right there takes care of where we'd stay... And I want to go with just Rowan and Mikki, if not also my mother. I hope it works out... I want to explore Seattle with my two best friends!!!
Now, since it's 11:15pm and I really need to sleep for 13 hours just to pass the time... lol just kidding I'll probably only sleep for 7 or 8.... Either way I'm going to sleep now.
Mikki, Boat, Ball and I left their house on lakeway just before 10AM. The drive down was fine, until I made a joke about Ball helping me with my driving (the joke was that he was stupid for thinking I needed help, because I'm the driving queen... Of course I don't actually think he was stupid, I was just joking around...) and then Ball decided to get upset and be a whiny little prick until we got to airport. "Sorry for trying to help you!!" He would say, and I would tell him "I wasn't mad; there's nothing to apologize for except now you're being a total dick!" And so on. Yes, an argument followed by steamed silence for the rest of the drive - thankfully only about 15-20 minutes - on our last day together. How stupid are we, right? Anyways when we got to the airport and found parking Ball and I figured out shit out like we always do and once they left, Mikki and I cried and she ran up the down elevator and we counted 19 good looking Asian guys not including our boyfriends before we started feeling guilty about it and left.
Ball and Boat's flight was supposed to leave at 1:15 - it got delayed until 4:50, and then again until 6pm if not overnight - poor boys had to wait around all fuckin' day! However they did end up boarding the flight just before 6pm, and now I'm sitting at home anxiously waiting for tomorrow evening to come when I get to hear from my beautiful Thai boy.
Moving on to more interesting topics: My mother, I found out today, is going to wake up early tomorrow and go pick up dj from his apartment and take him to the shuttle bus on lakeway - because apparently he can't take the bus from one part of bellingham to another. Yeah, she isn't looking forward to it (mind you, none of my parents like him at all), and when I told her he was deathly afraid of cats (pathetic, right?) she said she was tempted to bring Goober along in the car and tell dj we were 'car training' him. LOL. Then she asked if I wanted to come with, and I told her that it wouldn't be good if I hurt him which I definitely would if I was in a car with him and so she's going to bring Jackdog with her and I told Jackdog to bite him - "Jack, you have to bite him ok? He's the one with white hair and a stupid face. Bite him hard, ok?" Jack looked at my eyes when I said it, then went back to sleep. We'll see how it goes. This is why I need a ferocious beast to be my PIC rather than a pet dog. I could have my beast rip the fuck outta people like dj, and who the hell is gonna stop my beast? Try and stop my beast and you may find yourself ripped up also. Just sayin'.
I'm rereading Legacy - restarting it, anyway, but who knows how long it'll take me to finish - and I'm also in the middle of Skylight Confessions. I've been interested in cooking lately, so I think my summer will consist of work, cooking, reading, riding my horse and possibly others, hanging out with my friends (probably only Rowan, Mikki and Kirsten), and going to Seattle.
Speaking of Seattle... Rowan and I had briefly talked about wanting to go to Seattle for a few days to wander around and see what's what. We made no official plans, but just promised to try and figure out money and timing for it. I told my mom about it and my mom thinks it's a great idea and would love to come with us if she has the time, and if not that my Aunt Sanda will most likely love to have us stay at her house in Bothell - that right there takes care of where we'd stay... And I want to go with just Rowan and Mikki, if not also my mother. I hope it works out... I want to explore Seattle with my two best friends!!!
Now, since it's 11:15pm and I really need to sleep for 13 hours just to pass the time... lol just kidding I'll probably only sleep for 7 or 8.... Either way I'm going to sleep now.
I would still LOVE to go to Seattle with you. And yes, it's incredibly difficult to be this far away from him. For the most part I'm used to it, but I occasionally will just start crying. But if I can do it, you can do it. Be strong.
ReplyDeleteWe will go to Seattle at some point this summer, I promise! And thank you... I think I can do it. Either way you're much stronger than I am because there's not a chance I could stay in a relationship with someone I loved so much if I couldn't ever see them.. That's too much - like I said, I don't know how you do it... How you could get used to it :(
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