the decision was made today

I know who I want. I don't know how I'm getting him, but I'll get him. Once I get him, I don't know if I'll be as happy as I think I will be. But hopefully I will be... I have been there and done that and through the years I have thought a lot about this man and have finally come to the realization that he is what I want. It might not be easy, but it seems that I keep choosing to pursue things that are constantly trying for me.

Here's the only problem: I can't find him.

So please.... take a moment, say a prayer for me to find him. I know he is in Bellingham somewhere... I just need for us to be in the same place at the same time. That's all I need.