together we make up all 4

I am Fire and Earth, he is Water and Air...

Akasha, please help us to come together <3 nbsp="" p="">

swim good

morning music today is by my beloved Frank Ocean <3 nbsp="" p="">
had terrible dreams last night, which led to being up most of the night and early morning. Now I've woken up an hour late to a surprisingly empty house, and no inspiration to hurry and do things. I'm drinking my cup of coffee now, and once I feel like I've finished doing nothing on the computer, I'll get up and get dressed in a pair of unwashed barn jeans (which I will be wearing to Tacoma for a huge family dinner, cause I forgot to do my laundry last night), take off yesterday's makeup to replace it with today's, and go feed some horses. And ride Blitz. Then leave town with my sisters by noon... Hmm. It's already 9.. Better get on it, then.

the decision was made today

I know who I want. I don't know how I'm getting him, but I'll get him. Once I get him, I don't know if I'll be as happy as I think I will be. But hopefully I will be... I have been there and done that and through the years I have thought a lot about this man and have finally come to the realization that he is what I want. It might not be easy, but it seems that I keep choosing to pursue things that are constantly trying for me.

Here's the only problem: I can't find him.

So please.... take a moment, say a prayer for me to find him. I know he is in Bellingham somewhere... I just need for us to be in the same place at the same time. That's all I need.