Ok so, my mama makes this soup

It's so fuckin delicious. OMG. I just realized... When I go to WV, I wont have it for like 9 months!! ahhhhh!!! :(( It's decided. I'm not going anymore. lol justtt kidding ;)

Anyways, it's Vietnamese chicken soup and it takes like 4 hours to make so she rarely ever makes it but it is definitely my 100% absolute favorite meal that she makes. And she makes a lot of good meals. Just sayin'. <3

Anyways, so,

actually that's all I feel like writing, and it's not like anyone reads this so I ain't gonna disappoint anyone.

:D 

fuckin corona

he kicked me
hard

IT HURTS 

Just what I feel like saying!

Actually, it's more of a just what I feel like screaming, or doing, or hexing, or something!!

I am positively livid.

My sisters both moved back in - that's totally fine. move back in, I don't give a shit. But when you start treating my parents disrespectfully and then treat me like shit, purposefully, and TRY to make me upset?? That's what I would call NOT OKAY. On any level, in any way. My mom even said, "She's trying to piss you off, why don't you hit her?" Even if this was a joke on my mom's part, it sounded so fucking nice. But no, actually, I'm civilized and don't resort to physical violence. I also hold back my verbal violence as much as I possibly can which is quite more than most people realize. Instead I say, "I'm leaving, I don't want to be around someone who's gonna be a bitch to me and treat me like shit." Then I go upstairs, fuming, and turn immediately to my lovely book which has been reserved only for one person so far. I've done it once, I've done it twice, and I will SO do it a third time because I do entirely believe in karma, but right now it's not coming fast enough so I'm just gonna help to speed that process.

What I mean is someone does not deserve a single night of sleep without nightmares, someone does not deserve going around from day to day without feeling shitty about everything, someone does not deserve to feel happy or good or even okay, and who knows, maybe someone deserves to get some strange illness??

This would be so much easier if she didn't live in the same house with me.


I'm just saying, and it's only because I feel like it, I'm a lot more than she seems to think she is and just because I will not do something to upset my mother, does not mean I'm weak. At the end of this, I will come out on top and she will be at the bottom. Of a tiny, filthy hole. And that's only what she deserves. 

what does it feel like to have a horse fall on you?

Well.... It's actually not that bad. Or maybe I just had a lucky experience with it.

Yesterday, when it happened, I felt no pain at all for the first 30 minutes. Then the pain started... but not where the horse had actually been laying on! Turns out, my leg can handle a lot of weight on it! My shoulder and neck, however, aren't too keen on being shoved into the ground like that. My head is okay (helmet, this is why we use them), but my neck very mad at me and my stupidity. How could I fall off a horse? I'm the best horse trainer in whatcom county (Or so I like to tell myself :P)! Well, I'll tell you.. It wasn't the horse's fault it decided to spin lightning fast circles and back into my dear Skyy (with Kenai's owner on her) and then rear up and trip on himself and fall!!

See, I had been riding Skyy just before this happened. Robin was having some troubles with her Kenai, so I said "Go ahead and get on Skyy, and I'll figure Kenai's issues out." I forgot - as I nearly always do - that I was wearing my spurs still. Skyy is the one & only horse I use spurs on. So, obviously, when an already really touchy horse get spurred for the first time in his life, he's gonna get a bit upset about it!

On the bright side.... Yesterday's weather was absolutely lovely, and this morning as I look out my window, I can see the same forecast for today!

So what does this mean? Shall I, having been fallen on top of by a horse, take the day off and relax my body? Or shall I go ride my horses and enjoy the gorgeous day? I should think the answer is obvious. So, I'm off to go read a bit of Harry Potter before showering and heading off to meet Robin at the arena to ride - before going to work at Amber's and ride my lovely Boo :)

By the way.....
That's how a true cowgirl does it. ;)