ohhh shit fuck I'm a terrible person

I can't make up my mind and its totally unfair for them...  I mean they don't know what's even going on in my head but if they did it would kill them both and I'm terrible!! but then.. I'm don't feel guilty enough to make myself stop but even if I felt bad enough I'm not sure I could make myself stop because its my mind and it's going crazy!!

MAKEMESTOPBEINGINSANE!!!!!!!!!