Gravity

ohhh shit fuck I'm a terrible person

I can't make up my mind and its totally unfair for them...  I mean they don't know what's even going on in my head but if they did it would kill them both and I'm terrible!! but then.. I'm don't feel guilty enough to make myself stop but even if I felt bad enough I'm not sure I could make myself stop because its my mind and it's going crazy!!

MAKEMESTOPBEINGINSANE!!!!!!!!! 

took me long enough

why am I so stupid?

let go

that's all I have to do

just let it all go... problems solved 

Deadliest Catch?

I like it. :D

Wait wait.. The Wizard.. they're pulling up the crab thing... OHSHIT barely any crab!!! Captain says, "Oh SHIT" only 65!! damn, the full moon was for nothing. oh. It's because of sand fleas. interesting. whoaa. camera man got beat by the captain and he's an asshole.

I have to work today... but. I don't wanna. I wanna be lazy. bleh. I gotta ride BooBoo.. and work Raj & Rose.. and work Poppy. and Oliver totally just invaded my personal space.

The kitchen needs to be cleaned...

But the TV feels lonely lately. it needs to be watched by me more.
oh, whatever will I do?

CLINTON ANDERSON = DA SHIT

Haha I'm going to post more about him on my equine blog, but just saying... Ellie and I went to Clinton Anderson's Downunder Horsemanship tour... and OMFG he's amazing! The only bad part about the tour was that Marley wasn't allowed and she had to be alone all weekend :((

Anyways.... I spent too much money this weekend!! hahahahahaa I'm stupid :D

It's raining

Raining in July.. How I love NW Washington <3

fuck blogging

I was about to turn a movie on and then I thought, no wait, a lot has gone on in my life, maybe I should blog about it... So I opened up chrome and went to my blog.. Right as I clicked the 'new post' button, I suddenly decided that I dislike blogging as of right now. Right now, my brain (christopherson) is saying BLOGGING IS STUPID so I'm going to watch a movie

I took a day off!

It was nice! I cancelled all work today.... And now that I had it, I want to just quit working completely! lol! Although I do miss the work with the animals... So... I'm glad I'm going back to work tomorrow. :)

Now I'm enjoying hoarding: Buried alive.... And drinking lemonade. In about an hour my lovely boyfriend will call me <3 he got a calling card because he left his home town (and laptop) for Bangkok until Sunday. :)

okay. since I'm so boring today apparently, I'll just stop typing..

8:34 AM: Doritos, coffee and Supernanny.

I've got a very busy day ahead of me. I will be going from Faith to my mom's office to Robin's to Aimee's and back to Faith, then home again for my outdoor work before I can relax for the day. Now, you'd think that I would get started earlier, and get my work at Faith done earlier so I wouldn't be rushed later... But, Shelly wont even be UP yet. Ugh. I am so sick of her. But you know... I can't give up. My parents are done with her too, though, which doesn't help me at all. Today I'm going to tell her that I can't work on Sundays anymore and see how she takes it.

I would really enjoy more coffee. Yeah. But instead, I'm going to go take a shower. Pleh. My summer is as busy as the school seasons. >:(

Swallows and sunshine :)

There's a swallow nest right by my window.. I can't see it well, because it tucked in the corner of the roof, but I do see swallows coming in and out all the time - there are at least 4 swallows living there, possibly more. I don't see them that much during the day, but in the morning they're flying in and out right by my window, same as in the evening. Last night they flew into my room a few times, one of them hitting my window and then sitting on my windowsill and looking at me confused... Marley looked at the bird like, "What are you doing in here?" The bird looked at Marley, then back at me, then hopped around and then flew away... Such a cute little swallow! :) I do really love sitting by the windowsill in the morning with my coffee and just watching the swallows by my window and the robins on the ground in the backyard... And watching the clouds move away and let the sky show its true blue... It's possibly my favorite part of summer. <3

Now I've got to go shower before I  have my morning chat with Ball and head off to work... Work that is outside in the beautiful weather, working with and around the amazing creatures that humans are lucky to share the Earth with <3

:D 

Feed my fish!!

Yeah. That's right. :D Do it!