Yesterday, was a Wednesday. I skipped my anthro class (not a normal thing for me to do) and went to Boulevard with my lovely Ball. We ran into Jordie, and I was happy to see him looking happy and healthy and hear that he's not getting into more trouble. Then after spending some time at Ball's house we headed back to my place and on the drive home I began to think of all things I had going on right now and as soon as I got home I ran into my room and curled up and cried for 20 minutes. The entire time Ball was there comforting me... And to be honest it's the first time I've ever cried in front of a guy aside from my dad and stepdad. Why was a crying? Obvious answer... Stress!!! But it's okay... I let it out, and now I'll take my shit day by day and once summer begins things will calm down a bit... Just 5 more weeks.
But then again, in 5 weeks Ball is going back to Thailand.... So in that way I'm totally completely fucked and I'm totally dreading that.
Moving on. I met a woman name Marillyn this evening and I'm going to start working for her - working with her 8 horses. She lives almost an hour away out by Mt Baker, but its worth the drive and I'm really excited to start doing work with her and her horses. Work at Faith is just tiring as hell, but whatever who cares. Hopefully I'll be able to start riding Miss Skyy more... This coming Monday I have my midterm for anthro and that includes knowing the human/chimpanzee skeleton. I haven't the slightest clue about that, so I better get to studying. But thinking of my schedule from now until Monday evening when I have the class? Yeah. NO TIME TO STUDY. I'm fucked.
Anyways I love Oliver, that lil' dog is the cutest thing in the world and all he ever wants is love and playtime.
That was just a random thought. And now it's almost 11 and I've a long day tomorrow so I'm going to sleep.
But then again, in 5 weeks Ball is going back to Thailand.... So in that way I'm totally completely fucked and I'm totally dreading that.
Moving on. I met a woman name Marillyn this evening and I'm going to start working for her - working with her 8 horses. She lives almost an hour away out by Mt Baker, but its worth the drive and I'm really excited to start doing work with her and her horses. Work at Faith is just tiring as hell, but whatever who cares. Hopefully I'll be able to start riding Miss Skyy more... This coming Monday I have my midterm for anthro and that includes knowing the human/chimpanzee skeleton. I haven't the slightest clue about that, so I better get to studying. But thinking of my schedule from now until Monday evening when I have the class? Yeah. NO TIME TO STUDY. I'm fucked.
Anyways I love Oliver, that lil' dog is the cutest thing in the world and all he ever wants is love and playtime.
That was just a random thought. And now it's almost 11 and I've a long day tomorrow so I'm going to sleep.
I could never work as hard as you are now.
ReplyDeleteI don't know how I do it... But I'm almost done and holy fucking shit I'm so ready for summer to be here.
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