my brain wont shut off... I just want to sleep.

I have to be up in 6 1/2 hours, and after that I'll be busy for like I dunno FIFTEEN HOURS OR SO. ummmmmm.

I just noticed that my right hand has way more little veiny bumps than my left hand. Like, my left hand has one. and my right hand has eleven. Only TEN MORE.... what's wrong with my right hand? jeez. I'm getting a strange disease and dying, that must be it.

However. I will not die before I go home in FIVE DAYS YO!!!!!!!

I'm so fuckin excited. 

Decemburrrr

haha I made a bad joke,, but I think it was funny.

So. I'm going to be home in less than a week!! My flight is at 6AM on the 21st. Fuckin sweet dude!

This last week totally sucked I think. My best friend here in the wild n wonderful WEST VIRGINIA, Becka, spent all of yesterday and half of the day before that in the hospital, with her roommate. Her roommate, Meissa, fell off of a horse (Molly), when another horse (Annie) ran into Molly after Molly, Annie, (Mo & River) spooked at.... Well. Molly's imagination. Anyways. Meissa hit her head, got a concussion. She's fine, can't ride for a week. Has to check back with the doc before she flies home next Saturday.

Family shit happened twice - once involving my dad which (big shock) pissed me the fuck off, the other involving a family member passing away at age 20. How? Most likely, drugs. I wont be home in time for the service.


Moving on to happier things...

I will be home in time for Christmas, only not just in my dreams. I will be sleeping in my bed with my cat watching over me again, I will wake up and watch Colbert with my mama and ray, I will spend copious amounts of time with my friends and family... and I will get to be with my lovely fabulous amazing Jesse <3 nbsp="nbsp" p="p">
So. Fuckin. Excited.


bottom line - I HATE WEST VIRFUCKINGINIA AND I WANT TO GO HOME!!!!!!!!! For good, not just for two weeks. Ugh. But I suppose, in 150 or so days, I will be.

Washington is the place to be. Bellingham is WAY BETTER THAN CLEVELAND (it's the reason I'm cool, lol)


k I'm done now