"Breakfast" on Sundays starts at noon.

Seriously fucked up. I'm HUNGRY. Everyone else is sleeping still, probably, but I am AWAKE and I don't want to eat my own food I want to eat the food that my parents are paying for with the ridiculous dorm fee!

I'm playing Emiliana Torrini because I am dying for music but my roommate is asleep and Emiliana is chill enough that if you wake up to it you really can't get pissed haha

Second cup of coffee is gone.... and on an empty stomach? My shaky hands are gettin to be exxxxtraaa shaky! It's always lovely when people notice my shaky hands. Usually, people don't notice. I've found that most notice when I'm in a situation where I might be nervous - people look for signs of insecurity, I suppose. Because I always get "WOW you are a nervous wreck, you are SHAKING!" Yep, I'm shaking. As I always am, thanks for noticing. Lol when I get nervous I get.. I don't know. Pink? Probably. Pink cheeks, I get that from my mother :)  As I get all my beautiful qualities - sorry dad, not so much from you -

I'll be doing makeups today - is it possible to fail one class & still be on honor roll? Well, yes, at Meredith Manor, where their grading system is retarded. Yep, I even said the R word. lol.

Last night I decided on my next tattoo... With the help of my lovely amazing tattoo artist boyfriend thing :P another thing to look forward too this December... Not looking forward to the pain part though haha

I'm getting a cold (not)

So, I got a lot of shit for this from other students (I don't know WHY), but I am staying in for the rest of today - I just finished part 2(of 3) of my training exams, and now I will be inside all day forcing the this cold away that is trying to kick my ass. I am pretty solid on knowing my body and how it works, and if I don't nip this in the bud I'll have a nasty cold for 2-3 weeks, no doubt. and I SUCK at getting rid of colds. So instead of feeling like absolutely shit for the next 2 weeks, I'm going to flush any and all crap out of my body, study for the rest of my exams which are tomorrow, and NOT GET SICK. How very exciting.

I have a monstrous headache currently as well lol so I suppose I'll get rid of that. And also do a lot of stretching today. And now I'm done typing because a terrible song just came on my ipod and I have to get up to go change it. No super junior today! 

Lol what a productive day

Yesterday I!

purchased a few magickal things online (last thing I need to do; because of my shopping I now will be eating a lot less for the next week)

did laundry

cleaned out my car

got my roommate to clean and oil half my saddle - the other half my other friend will do today, lol!

played with Toby for just a short while

messed around with the microphone in one of the arenas with my friend while another was attempting to work her horse in the arena

watched MOST of lord of the rings

did NOT study at all.

ummmmmm.  I laughed a lot and had a good day. I do believe that means my day was productive. We shall see how today goes. :P

The Speaker of the Truth

cause the messenger really isn't helping here, lol!! I have been so full of confusion lately I can't even stand it. I need uncrossing and cleansing, and I have no one to help me with it. ugh. This weekend is supposed to be dedicated to cleaning and oiling my saddle, studying for midterms, loving on Toby, and eating! Now I'm going to have to fit in my spiritual cleansing and strengthening. How the hell am I going to fit all this in by the end of tomorrow?? I don't know. but it all has to happen, otherwise I wont successfully make it to next weekend - when I plan to go to CLEVELAND! 

And this is when we (by we, btw, I mean myself lol) must take a moment to thank our gods, goddesses, elements, and spirits, and pray for a little more strength and guidance. 

Shit, I have to do laundry too. 

dude

I had a total breakdown. thank god for my stepdad. <3 p="p">

I want new music on my ipod

But I have no money to spend on cds. How did this happen....?? I watched the 1st presidential debate last night. For a minute I was in agreement with Romney..... But just for a minute. We need realistic goals, actually.

Luke Chu! My camera was named after the amazing artist..... and so my Mr. Lukey is having a fabulous time photographing in WILD AND WONDERFUL WEST VIRGINIA. which btw, is far too wild. I'm taking a trip to Cleveland soon, with two of my buddies.



I hate having a roommate in such small quarters. Privacy? Absolutely unheard of on this campus. Everyone knows everything about everyone and everything (lol) and these girls will talk shit whenever they get bored - which happens too often. I say 'these girls' because the few guys that are here, are pretty much girls in some way or another. pansy, bitchy, WAY too talkative, or full of conceit. ... I know, I'm conceited, but holy shit at least I can control it and have some sort of filter.

ALSO. I'm pretty sure the reason WV is the least happy state in the country is in fact because it's also the stupidest. Seriously, let's just compare the average IQ of folks raised in WV with anyone anywhere else in the country. See who comes out on top. I thought South Dakota was bad...... No, no... Just no. I'm doing my best to stay sane while I'm here, though... I'm almost to week 6 (12 in a quarter), And then I'll have another 6 weeks (start of winter quarter) before I get to go home for 2 weeks. I can't wait. I don't hate it here anymore, but I really really really strongly dislike it a lot. Maybe in a few more weeks I can take one of those 'really's out.

I fucking can't stand my teaching instructor, though. Chick's a bitch. Also, I'm pretty sure I'm smarter than her. Ha! You can try your best to fail me, but I'll still be smarter than you. Also no one cares that you stretch in the shower. For being the one to certify us as teachers, you sure have an interesting idea of what's class appropriate and what's not.

Ok I'm done now :)