My family is fucked

I'm sure a lot of people have fucked up families, and I know for a lot of people my family problems are stupid and I'm probably coming off as a whiny bitch. But either way. I'm going to complain.


My stepdad - and this is the last time I'll call him that, from now on he's referred to as Ray - is evil. He threatens my sister, and after last Halloween when he hurt me for the second time, I don't trust him one bit. I don't trust him not to snap and really hurt my sister. She may be older than me, but she isn't stronger than me.

My sisters and I have major trust issues with adult men, specifically because of our old abusive stepfather. Our new one (of 7 years) is proving to be almost as bad as the last one if not worse in some ways.

Now. As much as I would love to leave my 'home' and never come back; I have to stay here. Just for two more years. Then I'm OUT. And I'm NOT coming back

Ever.


-abby.

I love boys, boys I do adore.

I also hate them. But, I do love men celebrities.

Here they are.


:D

1. Shou

2. Hiroto

3. Jonghyun

4. Takeru

5. G-Dragon

6. Taeyang

7. Key

8. Taemin

9. Tora

10. Chiyu

Just makes my day! woot~

Now I'm off to watch tv and maybe do homework and not think about how every guy I like ends up liking my sister!

-abby

OHYEAH I got married! =p xD

school is boring; guys suck

That's currently where I stand.

Yo what time is it.

What?? I don't know what I'm listening to. I want to download more Kpop. But instead, I'm going to do my Japanese homework. Wait, nevermind. I'm just going to go to sleep.

Haha. I'm a slacker; it's one of my many amazing qualities.


-Abalina/Abby/Jane

oh yeah; I love my cat. <3

OMG

Rowan I love you <3
haha :D

anyways.... I'm in an excellent mood despite this shitty weather haha but seriously! I've had writers block for monthsss and I've finally been able to write again so I'm really excited :D:D:D
Now I'd write more here but I'm busy working on something else haha sooooo


IM GONE!!!

Oh shit, I don't care anymore..... Is it already september?

September. 8th.
It's already September! How the fuck did that happen? I didn't even realize... Until, today. Fuck!

I owe Rachel money. haha!
Oh yeah, what don't I care about? That stupid day #1- whatever shit. Go me, I did one whole day! I'm listening to a JRock band called Dari, and it sounds the same as any English-speaking growling band, haha!! People can't listen to it and be like, "Abby, why do you listen to music in a different language?? You're so weird!" No, they can't, they can only say, "Abby, why are you listening to scary growling music?? It's just noise! Damn, you're so cool and in!" Hahahahaha!!! Yeah!!!

I keep getting heartburn and I hate it D:<

I bought bras!! That fit me!! Whoo~ And my cat is laying with his tail to me, looking rather miffed. I think he's upset that I've been gone so much lately... Or maybe it's that I wont share my peanut butter cups with him.

Shit happens, cat, get over it!!

Oh, now he's out the window. Seems our relationship is taking a turn for the worst possible! Haha!

Why is everything making me laugh?? Because after my parent's 2-week vacation and my stupidity with criminal 21-yr olds and guys with two-year olds, I find the best thing for me to do it find the humor in EVERYTHING!

Every freaking little thing! Only maybe just most things... Haven't yet decided. Hahaha..... My fingers are sitting here twitching when I don't type, so until I can control their shake I'll just continue to write - this is something that happens frequently and now I'm going to leave because I'm getting my wallet back soon and off I shall be to Haggen to buy Nana her coffee and then off to ride miss Rosie Cotton! The cutest lil' pinto there ever was. We will, herd that damned cow.

And here are some photos of Rose & her friend Raj.