Oh no.

I'm so pathetic;

Why can't I get that stupid kid out of my mind?


Damn.

-Jane

Learning from my mistakes.. Maybe.

I just got home from my trip with my grandma today. Let me just say, Mt. Rainier was beautiful, and Mt. St. Helens was amazing. That's all I'm saying on the matter now- posting photos later.

I made my own song today. Random tune, silly melody, lyrics about my inability to learn from my mistakes and my tendencies to break hearts and not care about it. If my voice wasn't so pretty, I think my song would be a total bust. I think 'bust' is the right word.

I'm waiting, right now, for my cat to come back. I haven't seen him since I first got home, and I'm starting to worry because he would usually be glued to my side right about now, and I haven't seen him in almost 8 hours. As I type this, I'm looking behind myself at the window where my cat will hopefully appear soon. So, if there are typos, that's why. My typing skills aren't that great when I'm not looking.

I'm worried about my friend, she's dealing with too much for any teen-aged girl. I want to work on my stories, but my inspiration is gone. I wish I could see him, but he's so far away.
That's mostly what's going through my head right now.

I think I'm babysitting tomorrow. I'm tired but I wont sleep until Eddie comes inside.

Bye for now,
-Jane

Tricking me, trip.

First... I'm frustrated with this guy, who I can't get out of my mind. >:(

Second... I'm going on a trip for 4 days,  with my grandmother to Mt Rainier... It'll be the first time I've seen her in a long time, and I haven't been to the mountain since I was very young... So I'm very excited.

Time for packing.

Oh yeah, I am definitely taking pictures. Maybe not with my good camera, since I seem to have misplaced it, but if I can't find it, definitely with my iPhone camera.. Even though it kind of sucks. Ha.. :)

-Jane

Monopoly & Blogging

And Lord of The Rings - #1.


I'm playing monopoly with Kayla & Natacha, our french exchange student. Kayla is currently talking to her kind of boyfriend on the phone.... You know, that one asshole who calls her fat and ugly and doesn't like to look at her?
Yeah, I hate him too.


Right now... I own vermont avenue, ventnor avenue, marvin gardens, indiana avenue, illinois avenue, boardwalk and electric company... I'm the shoe! (It's for my love, of Shou~~<3)

Okii I'm done here.... :) But first, a photo or two..

-Jane:)

"your mama's name was lonely.. your daddy's name was pain.

they called you little sorrow, 'cause you'll never love again."

-Blackbird,  Nina Simone

It's a great song :)
anywho I'm bored so I figure I'll just post some random photos 'cause I don't feeling like writing much.. haha

Apparently, my cat is the theme today.

Eddie!
-Jane

1152AM: Chocolat

Yup, that's indeed correct

I like this movie.
GO WATCH IT!

haha.

-Jane

Today I cried.

Not a little, stupid cry.


A real, big, cry.

And now my eyes ache.

FUCK SCHOOL

WHO THE FUCK MAKES KIDS BE IN A FUCKING HISTORY CLASS, IN THE FUCKING MIDDLE OF FUCKING SUMMER?!?!?!?!?!?!?!



GRR FUCKING ARG!

That's my anger and I'm now happy.

OHSHIT; it's 89 DEGREES!!!! IN WASHINGTON!!!! FERNDALE, FUCKIN, WASHINGTON!!!!!!!!!!!


How does that even happen... T^T haha at least there's a good breeze(:

PHOTOS! 'cause I'm so supa dupa FLY hah jokes, really it's 'cause I'm so supa dupa BORED!

How kawaii, right?? (Kawaii = cute)

aight I'm done~ writing time, or maybe I'll work in my garden.

>:D

-Jane.

PS 

I love hot guys <3

It's the 3rd

So tomorrow is Independence Day! wootwoot fireworks!


Hah I'm joking I don't actually like fireworks lol


right now I'm drinking arizona tea and I'm about to go make cake

CAKE!!!!!

Tomorrow is Shou's birthday in Japan :D

Excitinggggg, my love is getting older =p

<3
-Jane

I need to clear off my desktop

because all my photos are on it and its blocking a beautiful photo of Shou's face...
So here's a bunch of photos.

OK that's enough, now I can see his gorgeous face ;)

Time to write until I fall asleep!
Gnight!
^_^
-Jane